ugh! i hate you. and leah. yea i forgive you. but i still can't believe you and her did that. ugggh. how stupid can you guys be? you two deserve each other... you guys always worry about what other people think...
honestly, it takes a load off of my shoulders when you tell me not to wait around... sometimes i just don't see myself with you.
you and darwin are the same. you both screw me over for another girl. i don't know why you worry about him. who cares if he's messed up. we all know he's messed up. he's never going to change. all you need to know is that you need to TRUST me. trust me that i don't care for him. all i want is to clean up the mess in my past. if he's around... shouldn't you be around me more?
honestly, how can i believe that you love me? when most of the time the youth sees us together, you're getting mad at me... sammie and the girls hecka saw you giving me attitude at marks house... you treat me like crap even when we aren't together...
thanks for telling me not to wait around... it sucks that you're my 3rd ex. 2nd from church. i hecka thought you were the one... but i believe if a man really loves you, he will ALWAYS treat you with respect, he will ALWAYS express his love for you... regardless of how long you've been together... if a man LOVES his woman, he'll show it. if he doesn't... then he'll do what you did to me...
i used to think i'd get married by the time i'm 24 or 25... but i guess that wont be happening...
and i guess i really am going to be moving... there's nothing in san jose to make me stay... unless my future husband is in san jose. he won't be from my church tho. i will never give anyone at church a second look again. i will never even consider it. well, i'm done with the drama. now i can actually look forward to meeting the man i'll marry... the man who isn't like anyone i've gone out with before... thank God.
jermaine, you f'ed up everything we ever had...
and thats the end of that.
the-ex-boyfriend: maybe i was wrong for trying to get with darwins ex? i never thought id trip about it
what a jerk, huh?
