18 December 2006

i dont want YOU

you are such an asshole. how dare you try to imply that i want darwin to be part of my life. like i've said before. i could care less about him. darwin and i broke up 4 years ago. and i dont understand why you are sooo insecure and why you have to do all the bullshit.

i honestly thought that we would make it. i thought that the stupid situation over the summer would change our relationship and improve it. i thought we were making progress. but all you do is assume. and all you do is act like i like him. i dont think that i can ever prove that to you. i've tried my best and i guess you still just cant accept it.

i'm tired of it jermaine. i'm tired of how you get butt hurt. i'm tired of how you always bring him up.

you know, i actually used to worry that it would be too late to find someone else. that i'm tooo old to find someone and start over with them... but you know what, i'm not.... i dont know why i ever thought that. i dont know why i tried to work things out with you. and i dont know why i stayed with you this long. you've been treating me this way since we got together. you get mad over the same things. and now i'm just fed up.