20 August 2008

what the fuuuuuuuu....

honestly tho... so, someone you took care of passes away... never experienced a death with anyone that close before... doesn't even know how to deal with someone passing... then, your bf breaks up with you over some stupid excuse... "we dont hang out anymore" or "what kind of relationship is this?"

what the eff?

seriously? are you that selfish? was it so hard for you to understand?

I GUESS...

to be honest, even tho you're such a jackass, i felt like i missed you. but then i remembered how selfish and inconsiderate you were, and i snapped out of it. i'll admit it, i cried when you broke up with me. not because "omg he's breaking up with me" but because i was so disappointed in you. even when i just needed time to deal with someone's passing, you still let me down.

jermaine, you definitely know how to bring someone further down.

2 weeks is the longest we've gone without talking to each other... and you know what? i'm fine with it. i guess when i missed you, it was only your company that i missed. but classes start in a couple weeks and i'll be busy again. then i'll have something more important to focus on.

grow up and be a man jermaine